And was happy..Then confused as fuck again.
Stopped by his work since he was the only one left there. Sat there and watched him weld a roll cage on to another S2000. Played around, flirted, laughed as usual. He's not the type to like taking pictures but surprisingly we took a ton on his laptop. We got terribly close...very close but no kisses...And he told me afterwards that he was happy that he got to see me.
Then we start talking later in the night and he told me he didnt want to get close because we are "friends". (SUNOVAAldjLSJDLKJDJALKJDASDLAJSD WTF!) I dont understand it. Tonight is one of the few times I've seen him really laugh and was happy...but then he days..
"Happiness is only a mere moment, sugar. Its not "Always". You can make me happy but I wont STAY happy."
"Your lifestyle is not what I'm into. Hate to say this but if it was 5-8 years ago then yeah maybe I wouldve been into it." (He assumes my life is all about the nightlife, public eye, going out, bla bla...when I'm really just a homebody that likes to keep to myself)
"I'm just into 'SECURITY' now."
What the shit? Then why flirt? Why go out of your way to reassure me nothing is wrong if I your ex trying to get back into your life? Why get so physically close to me? Why work on this "surprise" that you've been working on this whole month? *explodes
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