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Wednesday, 16 November 2011

  • Opinions?

    • Been dating him since april
    • got more serious the last couple months
    • been spending lots of time together
    • still not officially labeled 
    • took the HUGE step of meeting his son this weekend. NO ONE hes dated gets to meet his son. He decided that Im important enough to meet him.
    • went to his house after work the 2 days later. He was in a shitty mood and snapped at me "It feels like I have a girlfriend. I dont like it. I dont even want a girlfriend
    • ........WHAT THE FUCK?
    • I leave..
    • 2 days later he texts me "i didnt mean to be mean. Sometimes my feelings come out all wrong. Im sorry"
    • I texted back "Its ok....maybe we just needed to hear the truth out loud"
    • he texts "K".
    • ......WTF.
    • Havent seen each other since. Very short small talk via text. Havent talked about what happened.

     

    What gives? Opinions? and what should I do now?

Monday, 25 July 2011

Friday, 17 June 2011

  • I Actually Saw Him Today.

    And was happy..Then confused as fuck again.

     

    Stopped by his work since he was the only one left there. Sat there and watched him weld a roll cage on to another S2000. Played around, flirted, laughed as usual. He's not the type to like taking pictures but surprisingly we took a ton on his laptop. We got terribly close...very close but no kisses...And he told me afterwards that he was happy that he got to see me. 

     

    Then we start talking later in the night and he told me he didnt want to get close because we are "friends". (SUNOVAAldjLSJDLKJDJALKJDASDLAJSD WTF!) I dont understand it. Tonight is one of the few times I've seen him really laugh and was happy...but then he days..

     

    "Happiness is only a mere moment, sugar. Its not "Always". You can make me happy but I wont STAY happy."

    "Your lifestyle is not what I'm into. Hate to say this but if it was 5-8 years ago then yeah maybe I wouldve been into it." (He assumes my life is all about the nightlife, public eye, going out, bla bla...when I'm really just a homebody that likes to keep to myself)

    "I'm just into 'SECURITY' now."

     

    What the shit? Then why flirt? Why go out of your way to reassure me nothing is wrong if I your ex trying to get back into your life? Why get so physically close to me? Why work on this "surprise" that you've been working on this whole month? *explodes

Thursday, 16 June 2011

  • Seriously..This is My Place To vent About Men. Seriously

    I met him (Lets call him Roy) at the end of March. We hung out a couple times and then I went into surgery.

    I was gone for two weeks after surgery because I was recovering. 

    When I was healed up I saw him a couple more times.

    Then I went off to Vegas to celebrate my friends birthday for a week.

    When I came back, he told me I was gone too often and he was tired of me disappearing so we may be better off as "friends". "I can't control how I feel, sorry. When the spark isnt kept up, it fades."

    Of course I was bummed. I usually devote a lot of time to my relationships but that month was just very..odd. So I told him I'd see him around since he was pretty damn adamant about it. ("Theres really nothing else you can do"). But then the next day, and the next and everyday for the last month and a half, he would talk to be every day on bbm. There are times we would flirt, send sweet songs to each other and what not. He would hint that he misses me...But heres the kicker..he REFUSES to see me. Still claims that its a bad idea for us to be together because I'm "too young" (BS) and there would be a "conflict of interest in the future" (WTF.) He's 33 and I'm turning 22 in less than a month. He's married to his job so hes rarely free so I never knew when to come see him. I never come without an invitation and he never really knows how to invite me over. He would just HINT...I am NO GOOD with hints.

    We've seen each other about 2-3 times since we became "friends" and relentless flirting would always happen. But we are still STUCK there. Its frustrating and confusing =[

     

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